cHermAiNe sayssssss>>>>

i hate i hate
those feeling is come again
sometime i will feel like no friend
sometime need ppl acc me go out or talk or...anyting
when see the phone contact list..like no one for me to talk wf them
cz i scare to disturb them
sometime hang out wf friend ...dunno wat they talk about feel like so far away from them ...always got those feeling...shitttt
izit my personality prob???
dunno how to handle a good relationship wf friend?
dunno hot to communicate wf ppl?
dunno how to take care ppl?
dunno how to comfort ppl?
i'm selfish?
ior may b i cant hang out late wf friend so....?

sometime i was selfish
cz i js think about my ownself
never think about ppl feeling
go here n there to get happy for myself...never think about u all feeling

i was jealous all my friend can hang out till late
can share their own story have fun 2gether
sometime i was feel like so ma fan...cz cant go out late so sometime make them need go back early...i sorry to all of u here ...

if i hurt u before i say sorry to u here ya~~~