cHermAiNe sayssssss>>>>

serious....i dunno where my money all gone since i work so hard...
y i cant save the money??/
since back from bangkok i din buy anything....but than i dunno and have no idea where my money gone....><

n my salary kinda complicated ...><

2day i was go sunway to interview pc fair job wf kate n colleen
after v reach there and have our subway meal v go starbucks meet the agent
when i saw them i still ok ...but when i see my friend interview ...my confident drop d...
haiazz....i still thinking wan to interview or not....but in the end i din interview.my friend keep call me go interview but then i din go.....ah lah dun have confident

Eyee u cant like this lar nx time dun have job for u d...u MUST to be more confident man...arghhhh

oh yeah 2day is our leng lui swee fong dai gar jie 21's b'day
dai gor lui lu~~~
n be cz she is in relationship so this big day sure celebrate wf her boy boy
n she dunno y edy 8++ still wanna go the curve have dinner n she call us 9pm go her house have chocolate fondue....
around 9++ v reach her house n prepare luu...
this is our chocolate fondue
got kiwi, banana, grape, apple, chips, strawberry n 1 more dunno call wat...hahah the white colour de

godsss................i hate this feeling now
everytime get a job on tat day
sure after tat got job at the same day...this is ok for me js the salary is higher than the 1st job...
i got this happen many time before...i hate this feeling
isit my destiny destine bad 4ever???
everytime i decide or confirm wf ppl tat i can do it..on the middle sure got something out to border or crush on it...
mother fxxk
can i dun 1 have this happen anymore to me???or i need reject all the job 1st n wait till got a nice salry job for me i js say yes??or izit my destiny bad than others forever?or i js can earn a little salary and work wf little salary de job??am i future need to really hardworking than others??cant get a good salary???

izit i need go temple to pray???

Godssss.....this kind feeling is killing me...i edy got enough prob around me pls dun gv me prob again

2day wne to pavilion n meet my ex colleague...n they told me i'm pround of u
i say huh?y? because i kena gap buster n my mark js 9 score...i ><
last time my friend edy told me n i got tell her sure is me lar i very bad in product knowledge...n not really good in service customer
n now i scare tat i cant work anymroe at there...but sometime think no point to work at there
no point for me is b cz the stupid manager....cz when she transfer to [avilion i edy no mood work 2gether wf her
n i miss my ex manager.....if she still here i sure can do it better n try my best to do it for my manager
n can blame her so much oso cz the company oso damn stupid idiot n crazy...cut cost n need staff got 100% service.n need to hit a very high target....
i want go back work is because work at pavilion brunch is quite happy wf those stuff n not the STUPID manager...
i think i really need figure out wat wrong wf me n i need to do it better n cant lazy for all work..need concentrate n put more affort to all my work...

gambateh!!!i hope i can do it BETTER

2day v early wake up b cz v go chatuchak..this place is full of small store n alot ppl come here n get their stock for their own business...v shop 1 by 1 section....n sure v keep buy n buy..n bagging..hehe
everyone of us carry 1 bag pack to put our 'stock'..hehe..n here got alot local designer brand.
their design is nicer than m'sia...m'sia u need add oil lo...n need go there have a look
every ppl at there they got their own style they dunc are ppl how to see them, they all full of confident..for me i cant do that.some style i not dare to try cz feel WEIRD.
till afternoon b cz the weather is damn hot v decide go bac hotel take a rest n go near by hotel de shopping mall n shop shop shop...hehe
2day v all damm crazy shopping...everything is cheap i cant control myself no purchase it...hahaha
i cant imagine their shoe is js cost rm10 sure is buy from night market...but at m'sia night market de shor oso not cheap d...so this day v shop till our leg is damn damn damn tired feel that leg is edy not mine...=,=

7th-10th march...hhehe wait tis moment long time ago...
bcz i going to bangkok wf my frend...
7th saturday v take 1.40pm flight. bcz the weather not good so out flight pospone till 2.40pm..is this hour v sit our seat..n some of us is edy very tak boleh nak pergi toilet neh><
after 2 hiur plus v edy reach bangkok air port n keep take pic ...n wait for check out...n meet our friend...v take taxi go our hotel>>Baiyoke Boutique.
night time v go near thai 'mamak' having out dinner..yea is abit dirty but i tink m'sia oso not tat clean right??their pork is very nice...u all really need to try when got chance.
adter dinner...hehe is shopping time...waakka me n my friend keep buy n buy..but v still can control cz js 1st day...
same at here they oso got psr mlm....n their food is very nice mostly they use bbq to cook, 1 more need to recomment is COCONUT..is veyr sweet^^js cost rm2 only..omg where can get this price at KL huh??n their jagung cup bigger than m'sia n cost rm2...